me:YO!
how is it going?
i have come to the conclusion that i have fallen for two different boys.
im am at an age where nothing makes sense and everything is complicated.
my parents just say i will figure it out on my own but i know that i need help on getting my heart back on track.
boy no. 1:athletic, funny, my first kiss, knows my family well, is not bright, reckless, cute, sorta of popular, dated almost every girl, has been my running partner since kindergarten.
boy no. 2:atheltic, charming, my first crush, knows my brother pretty well, is very bright, handsome, popular but not the least bit shallow, dated a few girls, has been my shoulder to cry on and the first hug of the day since kindergarten.
i love both of these boys and have dated them both before. when i dated them i told them that i was shy and wasn't sure if my heart was ready for this comminentment but they both smiled, held my hand, and said ' i understand. i know that you'll eventually come around.' and sure enough i did come around and i loved them a lot. i could be myself and not feel unconfortable around them.
but we would eventually break up for personal proplems but they both still care about me and they said that if i got lonely to call them up and they would take me out on date to try and cheer me up.
please if you have any advice comment me.
