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All alone and lonely I was. Your voice entering my mind, my every thought and feeling was about you. I wonder and I pray that I'll be with you some day. But your words whisper in my ear, words that I wanna hear. Paranoia slipping through my mind. Where are you? Where am I? There was no dreams before you, only darkness and nothing. Your sadness is my own, your negative thoughts and feelings are mine as well. For you and I are bound together as one. Though I wish I could tell you how much I feel..but every time it doesn't seem like enough. I only want to make you happy. To be the best for you. But then there are those fears that leak within..that I won't or that I am not doing the right thing. Sometimes I feel powerless. I feel powerless because your sad and there isn't anything I can do to make it better. So the only thing I know how to do is hold you..to be with you. I'm not sure if it helps, but its the only thing I know how to do in a situation. If only you knew how much I love you..how much I want to hold you and keep you near me. How I wish that everyday could just be you and I. Even when we are separated I think of you every single time. I know that you miss me as much as I miss you when I am gone. You've reached me in ways that other people haven't been able to for a long time. Quite honestly...no one has ever been as good to me as you have. I wish to lift you from your sorrows and all matter of death and consuming thoughts. I wish that you would come to me when there's a problem instead of hiding it. I wish..that I could be the only one for you, to be by your side and to be the best for you. Your a wonderful person, beautiful, sexy, and very caring. I want to be your world as you are mine. I want to be that amazing guy who sweeps you off your feet and gives you that feeling every time I'm around you, the one where you feel light as a feather but full of something so amazing its making you lift off the ground. I want to make your heart pound. And in all this..I feel as if I am in heaven, clouds surrounding me but at the same time I look to the side and there you are. Though there are times when things get down..I only want to hold you so that maybe it won't be so bad. I hope that its enough, and I hope that you'll remember.. At the end of the day, I want to save you from the bad monsters that have tormented you and to only rest with you in bed holding you in my arms. No one is like you..and no one could ever compare to how wonderful a person you truly are. I love you!
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