I feel a little better than I did yesterday. Just a little sore. My mom says it was because I was jelious. Connor says he still likes me but Im not sure. After all is love a fancy or a feeling? When your in love how can you tell? I once cared about a guy more than anything or anyone he was the first to say he loved me. He made me happier than anything else could and we spent most of our time together. After a trip he took he returned to me but he wasnt the same. I found out that most of the trip he had spent with his ex-girl friend and this hurt me badly. after a day of being back he was touching me like we had been together for years and it scared me and excited me all at once. He had left hickies on me but I was so inexperinced I didnt realize that I should have stoped him befor things got to serious, he knew he was the first guy to kiss me and the first serious relationship I had been in but he didnt care. Im just glad I dont go that far. My friend always said its a good thing we broke up or he would have raped me. Thats why he broke up with me I mean because I wouldent sleep with him that is. Now I cant help but feel that thats how relationships are sopoused to be like.
 Ten-ten cutie pie · Wed Jul 16, 2008 @ 03:10pm · 1 Comments |
