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so far. my summer has been absolutely terrible. horrible. worse than terrible horrible. i kind of wish that it was fall/winter year-round. then perhaps some of my depression would be absorbed into the silvery landscape. countless times-- in only my deepest darkest fanatasies-- lies a world of burning flowers. falling from the sky.. petals as white as snow. i can just imagine them. the sky-- deep shades of purple and light touches of pink. everything is dead. and yet, the death is rising up. and becoming what remains of life. it's a beautiful place. regardless of others' perspective. it shall silence them, with the hissing sound of rain. droning on like singing insects. no, no.. i can't continue dreaming at this moment. i should save such fragile hopeless memories for the early hours of the morning. and that would be my dramatic speech of what's going on in my head. xo well.. it does sound pretty, doesn't it? actually.. it sounds like the sing the sorrow album in a blender. hmm.. so afi does in fact influence me without my knowing. oh they're so sneaky... (especially jade) and for that-- i give no reason. this concludes.. my entry for tonight.
sincerely, mikey
so far. my summer has been absolutely terrible. horrible. worse than terrible horrible. i kind of wish that it was fall/winter year-round. then perhaps some of my depression would be absorbed into the silvery landscape. countless times-- in only my deepest darkest fanatasies-- lies a world of burning flowers. falling from the sky.. petals as white as snow. i can just imagine them. the sky-- deep shades of purple and light touches of pink. everything is dead. and yet, the death is rising up. and becoming what remains of life. it's a beautiful place. regardless of others' perspective. it shall silence them, with the hissing sound of rain. droning on like singing insects. no, no.. i can't continue dreaming at this moment. i should save such fragile hopeless memories for the early hours of the morning. and that would be my dramatic speech of what's going on in my head. xo well.. it does sound pretty, doesn't it? actually.. it sounds like the sing the sorrow album in a blender. hmm.. so afi does in fact influence me without my knowing. oh they're so sneaky... (especially jade) and for that-- i give no reason. this concludes.. my entry for tonight.
sincerely, mikey
