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crying Ok, Well Im not having a very good day. Im just sitting here listening to my ipod crying. First Well me and my friend got in a fight over the phone. And like it kinda sucks because everytime i look at her layout its like my dream layout. It says bom chicka wah wah, and i love that song and saying. And then i love to straighten my hair. And i also have aim and i get on that too. So im kinda sad. But its just a layout im trying to suck it up. I feel empty right now. Im hungry but i dont feel like eating. I just feel glued to this laptop. And i feel like a big jerk right now because me and my friend keep getting into fights. And apparntly i always start them. So i just feel like i should go crawl in a hole and die. But im trying to hold myself up. Im trying to think she can find a good layout, so can i. I have 2 mental problems in my life right now but i really dont care. I havent taken my meds in 2 months. So im just. ugh. I feel like i want to die. I feel like theres no reason why i should live. Ok, well thats it. Dont leave comments on this entry. I dont want to talk to anyone.