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"if I could die just once that would be my wish. To be rid of this god forsaken life. Free from those who only wish to torture me. If in that one second I could see him again. I would admitt my love as I had those many many years ago. I am at loss for how he did it. But Bryan managed to live and with him alive I can still go on. Immortality is a curse for me but he made it a blessing. Even after my own brother clayton left me i survived." -from /'NO, Isent the right word'