BOOM IN THE NOTHINGNESS....
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Well, let's see..
Sunday Rak, Link and I bought some fireworks and went to the dry lake bed in the middle of nowhere to go blow them up. It was our first test run of hoping the cops don't catch us (Since even generic fireworks are illegal until the 4th)....I dunno if we will get away with m-80 shells...I guess we will see what happens. Worse comes to worst, we'll probably go down to moapa to shoot them off. It was fun as hell though at the dry lake bed. We had a throwing eye ball the furthest contest. The eyeball fireworks that spins....they are so fun. Then I decided to harass Rak....I got a water bottle and threw it at him, getting him all wet. Of course..my a** got chased after, and got the same thing done to me. So, once I got soaked, I ran after him and jumped on his back.. xd Then I decided to bite Link for some odd reason...lol The fireworks looked really cool in the pitch black night. It was awesome, especially with all the silence....some of the fireworks sounded like bombs because of how desolate the area was, and how loud the fireworks were.
I always love leaving the city to lake mead and beyond....it so quiet and desolate, and when there is a moon out, of the earth is dimly lit like candle light in a room....it 's very romantic, and it feels like I'm walking in Oblivion. It usually warm over there as well, so it feels so nice, that your mind can't think of any pain...
it's just you...and the nothingness.
A place I can run to...to cry, to scream, to feel all the emotions deep within my soul and my heart of the past and present. I couldn't explain it any better than that.
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Then monday, my parents were gone from my house, so I decided to drink wine, and have a little fun...lol.
Now today is my friday of my 2 week vacation. I can't wait, it will be great. Finally get apt ideas and etc.
There is someone I really miss....I wish I could see them, but I have to accept what I've choosen, even if it hurts like hell. crying Like a shadow over my mind...I try to forget and move forward...but this shadow holds me back.
That definitely life.... sweatdrop
In the mean time, I'm going to practice my japanese and etc...
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