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I woke up my arm hurt from I injected the needle. "Ugh...ok today should be ok I think I did what they told me to do when she woke up so I should be fine..I hope."
I got out of bed walked to my bathroom, and look in the mirror. I saw a girl with long hair no acne at least not yet anyway a girl with light skin almost like the moon light when it reflects off the lake. I was "beautiful" some say the perfect body ,but them people never really know me at all. I toke off my night dress, and got in the shower. i turned on the hot water then cold I let the water go down my back to my feet. I remembered begging in the rain with my so called family they don't love or like. I don't even know what that word means "love" what a word huh?

I closed my eyes it felt..good..peace, calm, quiet it was nice for once in my horrible life. I open my eyes to meet my clock it was getting late I had to go to school. So I got out the shower it was cold ,but at least I felt something. ~KNOCK KNOCK~ "Htmm I’m busty go away.” I yelled. "B..bbu..but breakfast ready. I’m sorry I brother you nei-san."my brother said almost crying. "Its ok." I was still naked and I need him to leave for I could get to my room." Really? Yay thanks sis- I mean nei-san hahaha..."he ran. “Finally." I got my towel and went for my room. My clothes where on my bed i didn't put them there are maid did. I put them the thighs the plead skirt then the white top whit my tie(I put that on to look different wink )
I left my room to go down stairs to meet my "family".(oh what joy rolleyes )"Kara hurry up your going to be late!" yelled my mom. "Ok ok I’m coming!" I yelled back. "Awwwwww..."my brother moaned. I looked at him, "Don't worry buddy I see you after school we can play then ok?" I gave him a fake smile I really never gave a real one, and i didn't see it happen any time soon. He smiled back his was real though. I grab a fruit bar and a plate of eggs and ran all i hear behind was "Come back here with my food scream you ungrateful wrench !that was my father he didn't deserve that title stare .

I ran for my bus i got on all I saw was unloving faces no I knew really. My friend was the next stop it felt like forever till we got there. Then it happen, some girls were looking at me ,I hate that stare ,then one of the girls was pushed to me I just looked. "Umm...hi are you really..um "cursed" them girls over..there wanted to ..know?" She looked scared out of mind this was going to be fun. "You want to know yes or no?" "Um yes..."she came closed .I closed my eyes. "Ok here’s your answer open my eyes they were black like my heart as night you might say," Are you happy now? I said with a evil grin."AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NO No!!!! GET AWAY!!!!" "But you came to me remember? Now you will see nothing ever again enjoy your permanent prison.” I said with a grin. Why want no one help her I
guess she is also unloved. I stopped. “I forgive you now get out my sight. She ran to her so called friends and asked them didn't they help her they said I put them in some kind of jusu which I didn't rolleyes some friends.

"Hi Kara!" It was Destiny Yang my friend, people made fun of her name but never when I was around. "Hi D!" We hugged she sat down" I saw what you did to that girl I’m happy you let her go." I just looked down with my blue eyes (that’s their real color what that girl saw was not my demon eyes if she had saw them she would have died in vain..)"Its was nothing.." "O h but it was Kara you getting better I’m glad" She smiled it was real. I didn't smile back because I couldn't make myself lie to her whit a fake smile. "Ok were here kids everybody off!" She smiled I gave her a fake one.

"Kara! wait up!", I always got off the bus first because no one wanted to bump me, and get me mad. I waited.” Man you walk fast! You know that?” she laughed out of breath.. "Yea..I know its just who I am I guess it doesn't really matter though." I said dull as ever looking down at my feet. ~RING RING~ "Oh schools starting lets go Kara!" She tried to take my hand, but my brother got it. "Yea lets go.” said Gaara.
(he’s my fake brother we meet at the playground no one talked to him either he was said to have a demon to but i never saw it. He was the one who saved me he killed the people I hated most my father and mother. They abused me and my father touched me.)I blushed my face turned red I don't know why it does that.
"Awwww that’s so sweet! heart "said D. "Why? Gaara said dully he was still holding my hand and gave no sign that he was letting go of it.

To be continued……