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Time always slows
The pain never goes
My fears always grows
And I'm cold down to my toes

People never see the darkside
Nor do they know
Everything seems to hide
Especially from the sun
Even I runaway
But no one has yet to find out
That is us people like us
Who take their hurt
That feel it and try to help
But we refuse to let you know
We refuse to cry in pain
After all we are hurt

Time always slows
The pain never goes
My fears always grows
And I'm cold down to my toes

My eyes fill with pain
I fight back the tears
My heart tends to break
All because of you
But it isn't all about you
Its about them
You just bring it all up again
And I still hide from the sun
Thanks to all of your pain

Time always slows
The pain never goes
My fears always grows
And I'm cold down to my toes

Fear grips me as I hold on tight
She's trying to help
But the sun sets me back
All because of the worlds pain
And still I am hurt
She tried to make me cry
She tries to help me
But no longer can she see
How hurt I am
I cower in a corner
Waiting til the sun sets
Waiting to feel hatered
At least for now
Even as I take all the pain

Time always slows
The pain never goes
My fears always grows
And I'm cold down to my toes

People like me have all the control
Without us you'd be in pain
And still you trust us
Still you give it to us
The pain we hold
The pain we hide
Just to make you happy
Still we hurt
Aren't we human
No we are demons
We are living creatures
And our hurt is your laughter
Just remember if it wasn't for me
For my hidden tears and pains
You'd be dead or unhappy

Time always slows
The pain never goes
My fears always grows
And I'm cold down to my toes

And all this pain is....
Suicidal