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nothing i dont know whats wrong...but i do. i just dont know WHY its wrong. and i dont understand why i cant let it go. i miss being blissfully happy. and it wasnt even that long ago. i was happy yesterday. but the feelings are always there under the surface. i try to hide from them, but it doesnt work. i always think at night. and then i cant sleep. my dreams dont satisfy me anymore. i'm always hoping that i'll dream of what i want to for a change, but it doesnt happen. its amazing how dreams can seem so real. but your imagination cant...i hate that. i feel like i'm about to cry, but i never do. sometimes i feel better after i cry. but i cant force tears to fall. it just doesnt work that way. and then as soon as someone spots my bluff, and asks whats wrong, i crumble. you would think by now i would be over it. but i'm not. i dont think i can...

Posted by: fancy-painted-boats- Fri Jun 27, 2008 @ 06:29pm

Don't you just hate when someone says, "I <3 you."?

I mean seriously, all they're saying is "I less than 3 you."

Woot. Someone less than 3's you. Celebrate, why don't ya.

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Cynthiasideways
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Commented on: Sat Jun 28, 2008 @ 02:54am


	you're having bad dreams? jeez, i'm really sorry...

Commented on: Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 08:10pm


	..not quite bad. just meaningless and pointless. i dont like my dreams anymore.

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Meowh
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Commented on: Mon Jun 30, 2008 @ 03:31am


	Man, I just had a really terifiying one. It was about like a gang war in Mexico. And I was one of those innocent people, but I had to hide anyway, and I was watching people die in front of me. Ugh. THAT has to have a meaning to it. But it was one of those dreams thats so terrible, you want to continue it to see if your safe or not..

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