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okay i just listened to the song numb by linkin park. and every time i listen to it it makes me think about my life. my parents always want us to be perfect to. they want me to do things i dont want to do. they want me to play football. i dont like football. im a nerd. i play the baratone, i read books, i play video games, im on gaia, im am super good with computers. football is not for me. it is not going to help me get into college. the only thing it will do is get me hurt. everyone knows i dont want to. they blind themselves to whats right in front of their faces. i want to do one act play and hang out with friends and rock out and do the things i want to do. this is my life not theirs!i feel so emo right now. whoa i never meant to break!!!! im listening to paramore right now. it just feels so good!!!! i dread going to school becaues of football. michael is lucky that he got hurt. im going to get a giant brick and break my arm just so i dont have to play. i dont care ill fail if i have to. if thats what it takes i will.