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Todayi was walking with Raciel aroud the garden of Eden, When all of a sudden Racel fell to the ground."Raciel?!" i yelled then. HE came out of the green trees. "Hello Love, surprised to see me?" his deep sensual voice said. "What happened to Raciel?" I asked him. worried for Raciel, and yet happy to see him. "Oh! he is just under a spell love, nothing to worry about, You don't want anyone to find out about a** do you?" He asked me. "Well ofcourse not" i let himknow, "Not to worry love, he will awken when I go away" He said and smiled, seconds later he was next to giving me a kiss on my cheek. redface later i noticed he started to look around the garden. "This places has changed alot since my time. It's almost like a mase." he said to me while looking into the distance. "Isabel, would you mind giving me a tour of the places i can see, without being seen, in the garden?" he asked me and he grabed my hand and kissed it. "Ofcourse I wouldn't mind at all" I told him, then i walked with him, hand to hand around the garden. Then we sat under a great tree in the garden. "I call it my tree since no one ever comes to this part, i come to read from time to time and to relax" I let him know. he smiled and then he took his black cape off and he throwed in on the floor. "lets sit on my cape, so you don't ruined that lovely dress" he said to me. and i did what he wanted me to do. then he examined the dress. "I didn't asked you but, whyare you wearing that dress, I've never seen you with it,or with anything at all, your hair covered almost everypart of you body..."he was confused, i noticed it i his face. "Well MyLord gave it to me. Hetold me is to cover my self from perverted angels" I said to him. "Indeed there are many pervs in heaven, not all creations are nearly perfect as you" he said. This comment made me blush redface "I am not perfect, none of us are, My Lord is the only perfection in egsistance." I let him know. I knew he heared me but he didn't want to he putted his arm around my shoulders. then with his other hand he touched my cheek and heturned my face to his and kissed me passionetly. his hands played eith my wings and it ticklet .When he noticed ithe laughed and stopped kissing me and he started toplay with mi fethers. So Ihide them. He frouned and i laughed and then i kissed him. now his hands were rubing my back. and i was holding him hard. Our breathing was equal but really fast. Both of our heart beat raced together. Then he stopped and grabbed my hands. Then he looked directly into my eyes. He putted my hands infront of me and he let go. he kissed softly on my lips and the he continued looking at my eyes. "No love,we have to be careful. I get scared and i frezze, for now. For some reason I love your purity. I do not want to take it away from you. This is notmy normal behaviour, i usually don't care. But with you is diffrent. I Do not want to hurt youIsabel." he said to me un a trembeling yet sad voice. "Am I not wothy of you?" I asked with tears in my eyes. He looked at me sad. "No love. is all the contrary. Iam not Worthy of you. You are too pure, to Angelic, too perfect too much for mr. I am the greatest sinner of all afther all. I am nothing." he said. i put my hands inhis face "Do not say that Lucifer, youare not nothing. You are my happiness, you are my other half, You complete me. Afther all I am not perfect"i said to him. His pale cheaks suddenly turn rose and his dark eyes looked down. "Thanks you love you are so kind, yet so naive."he said to me. and he kissed me. "Doyou not care if i take your purity away from you?" he asked me. I looked at him, he did seemed scared of my aswer
so i had to think about it right. "I am not scared i feel safe with you. I know you wwill not hurt me." i was sure at what i was saying to him now. " What is my purity?" i asked him confused. he stared at me surprised. "You are, inocent as a child"he said and he huged me thight. "You are way too pure love, I am not worthy of you. I will not make you a sinner as my self. Is better you do not know" he told me then i remebered what purity was on earth. "Virginity?" i asked in his ear. "Wah?" he said shocked "Is virginity what you call purity. You are asking me it i wouldn't mind you taking it frim me, by having sex?" I asked, but still abit confused. "How?...Yes love that was what i ment about purity" he let me know. I blushed redface and i couldn't look up of the embarasment i felt. he laughed "No worries love i will not touch you. And i belive Sex is not the word I would have chosen, it would have been making love" he continued redface redface redface Icouldn' bare to look at me all red and embarased. "Making love?" i wispered in my breath. "But to make love, shouldn't both be in love?" ia finnaly asked him. "Yes love" he assured me. "But how do we know if what we feel is love towards each other?"i aked him. He turned my face "I am not sure, but i belive it is, Imean what else can it be?" he was sure, i noticed it in his voice. "I'm not sure, But angels can not love, is forbidden, to love" i told him. he laugh "Angels can love, but it is forbidden, it is also forbidden to be close to me love and you are." he said to me "So I am becoming a sinner" i said sadly. "Love is not a sin love...Love is a feeling you feel deep inside, asked you Lord about it, you do love him, but you are not inlove, these two are very different, ask him, he made this feeling." he said to me. I nodded and then i looked into his eyes. "I will ask him tomorrow when he cals me to watch over earth for him"i said seriously. "So maybe I love you, and love is not a sin, but whatabout loveing the devil?" i asked him. "That would be betraying god. That is why he told you you will betray him, and you can not control what you heart wants" he said. "You are right, but whatshall i do?" i was now worried. ""I will talk to him later, to ask for him not to punish you" he told me. i looked at himconfsed "How?"i asked conserned. "I know hoe love not to worry. Now common lets go wake Raciel up" He said. Oh! Raciel I forgot all about him sweatdrop opps. Then i got up and he took his caoe, he shaked it a little and then put it back to his sholders. We walked around the garden and to were Raciel layed on the ground. No w i had to say goodbye to Lucifer and i didn't want to. sad cry He hold me in his arms and he embrased me. then he let go and we looked at each other in the eyes. "Well this is goobye for today love" with this being his final words he kissed me deeply and he flew away. I noticed Raciel was waking up. "Oh! well finally you came thru."i said and i smiled. He looked at me confused. "What happened?"he asked and as he got himself on his feet again. "You faited Raciel" i said to him. The we continued walking aroung the garden and then to the castle.
 Holy Angel Isabel · Wed Jun 25, 2008 @ 11:04am · 0 Comments |
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