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They're really good.
I had some strawberry fruit ice pops (strawberry popsicles with real strawberry in them) and they're so good. <3 Probably my favorite popsicle ever. I wish I had more, but I ate the last one! <//3 Darn it all.
Oh, mom's home. She went home with Jim. But Jim's car died in our driveway. I wonder if he's back.. or if mama left him at his apartment. I guess I'll see in a moment.. Two car door slams. He's still here.
I tried drawing this evening, I really did. I finally came up with something (after 5 drawings that just plain failed) that totally changed as I was drawing it. I was going to draw a girl kind of flying, I was just trying to draw some sort of body movement. Then I decided I didn't wanna draw the legs. But then, after I tried a couple of random strange things I could substitute for legs, I gave her hooves. So now I've got a torso attached to hooves. After I drew that, I decided to go all out with a half human-half bull combination (very very strange, I know) so now she also has six tails, hooves for hands, and bull horns. =~= She scares me.
My sister pointed out a lot of reasons why I probably shouldn't try to draw so hard. And now this picture is one of those reasons. Still, I'm going to scan it and color it. >w>
I just showed my mom and she made an "OMGWTF" face. Myabe... Maybe I shouldn't let anyone else see it, and just stuff it in a folder or something somewhere. TwT "I DON'T LIKE THAT. That's not happy... Why don't you. um.. try again o~o; It's not happy D:" <-- Mom.
I'm drained. I woke up at 8 this morning, and goodness did I feel just plain dead. I felt dizzy/goingtofalloveranysecondnow for a good 40 minutes after I woke up. I hadn't slept much last night, I had my music on. "Why didn't you turn it off?" I was afraid of the quiet. I didn't want it to be silent. Somehow, I had a small dream. And it didn't help me at all. No, it just showed me pretty pictures and a whole bucketfull of hapiness that makes me feel worse DX Really lonely. Some would think it a wonderful dream, but I hope I never have it again. I really tried staying awake today, so that I would go to bed early. I mean, that's why I woke up early this morning (as opposed to waking at noon, it's early). But... I sat down for just a little while.. and I was out. For a good hour+. My mom shook me awake and had to almost push me out of the chair so that I would eat dinner. I still couldn't see straight by the time I'd eaten my bread roll. (I love bread rolls, too. Sometimes I'll eat plain bread if I don't have much time and want to eat something xwx wink
I was picking through my closet this morning when I found a shirt I'd never worn before. Bought for me before the year had started, and never worn, mostly becuase I hadn't exactly been happy with myself before. It's black, sleeveless, and buttons up (but not far enough for the normal me Dx). I tried it on today, and my mom said I looked great in it, but it was tight around my chest. She told me not to wear a padded bra, but it wasn't padded xwx; OH well. I didn't like the shirt anyways. It didn't have sleeves and I like sleeves Dx
Going to go scan my drawing now! See ya later journal.
~Yawn~
LATENIGHT EDIT! [[1:36 AM Sunday, June 22 (technically)]]
Yeah. I stayed up to color my drawing. But no, you can't see it. 1] It's strangely strange, you'll make fun of me/question my thoughts
2] I'm afraid of getting into trouble by uploading it to photobucket.
So there you have it, you'll never get to see the drawing I spent 5+ hours on. (Which is fast considering how long it took me to do yesterday's drawing.) I think it's pretty. But oh well. Maybe I'll draw a less-strange version of the same picture. You know. That people can't look at and go "WTF D:" at. I'll work on that tomorrow. Maybe I'll spend tomorrow coloring that one too.
Oh, by the way, my mom is so happy about her upcoming wedding. She was talking to me about it, she sounded so happy and giggly. She was smiling as if she were a kid again and someone had just let her loose in a candystore. I really couldn't help smiling with her. I'm very glad she's happy. And I kinda can't wait to have Jim as part of out family. He'll fix things around the house, he can cook, he's really nice. And he isn't loud or mean. I guess it's like when you go to the park and you really wanna ride the new roller coaster. Just to try it out. I've never had a male figure in my house that's present more than 5 months of the year. It's something new.
Night journal. See you tomorrow, ah... later today.
 bittersweet93 · Sun Jun 22, 2008 @ 04:17am · 0 Comments |
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