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i just watched the poltergeist 2 and i found out that kandise hasnt even seen any of

them. well the part with him throwing up the giant slimy thing that looked like guts

made me sick because i was eating a cookie. and im sitting in the dark because

we are trying to save electricity. i just heard something in my parents room im

going to check it out. ok... daisy scared the s**t out of me. her eyes were glowing

red and then i turned the light on and it was just her. ive been scared because im

just sitting in the dark after watching the poltergeist. so... i was just singing high

school musical- DONT JUDGE ME!!!!- i really dont like that movie. too happy. im

emo emo . hmmm i think im going to read kandic's story in a little. oh speaking

of medicine, my parents took michael's meds because they dont want him to get

addicted to them. thats funny. MY BROTHER IS A DRUG ADDIC!!!!!!!! im kidding he

isnt, at least i dont think he is. speaking of zoey, i want to get her medicine

already. we need her flea medicine and her artheritis medicine so she could walk

up the stairs. today she was walking up the stairs and she slipped and i

said "ZOEY!!!!!! YOU SLIPPED! MY BABY!!!" and i picked her up and carried her up

the stairs. and she was wagging her tail all the way up. it was funny. because she

gets happy when i pick her up. im going to turn off the tv or change the channel

because im tired of listening to high school musical.. i want to kill who ever made

that movie. and michael was just singing one of the songs. the one that says "no

no no no, stick to the stuff you know..." thats funny rofl well i hope kristen will

get on. i haven't talked to her in 4 years!!!!!!!

okay im done for now.

ok now im not...

well michael wanted to know when i was going to tell my dad that im quiting

football. my dad asked me if i was going to go to the weight room. and i said no

and then he asked me "your not going to do it this year" and i didnt know if he

meant football or lifting weights. michael is lucky. he is hurt and they dont want

him to play. and my dad said that im the last football player and stuff. i think id

rather go jump off the roof right now and brake something then tell him. because

noone knows how it fells to be forced to do something you dont want to do for

more than 4 years. i dispise going to school because of football. that is why i miss

so many days of school. and everyone knows but my dad that i dont want to play.

and at the orthodontist they asked me if i play football and i didnt say anything. its

hard for me to tell people. why cant i just be a regular nerd and do one act play,

science, number sense, calculator, play video games, hang out with friends. im not

the person they want me to be. i guess he wants me to be exactly like him but im

not. im josh.

ok im done for right now.