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the last entry from me was in '06.... holy f.

Ok, way too much has happened over the course of 2 years for me to write about it all. Long story short.. I had a boyfriend, we broke up, I graduated in June of 2007, I found a job in the same month, I have been at that same job for a year now, I competed and won many times in vocal solo contests, I won the National Arion Award- a choral award, I was teh student director for all of the high school productions, I went back to help the high school theatre again this year because I could, I made a lot of new friends, I found my one true best friend. blaugh

I am now 19 years old, my hair-once red- is now black and blonde, my eyes are still green, I still stand at 5'4", I-unfortunately-still have glasses, I have matured a ton in two years, and I thank the previously mentioned best friend for that.

I am taking ninjutsu classes to become a ninja, altho right now I'm just in basic pre-ninjutsu training for balance, agility, and speed. ninja

I am still obsessed with the same things I was two years ago, with added loves. I have renewed my all time love of TMNT- that is, teenage mutant ninja turtles... or rather, it came back into the light- it's always been there. Michelangelo is STILL my fave. xd I can kick anyone's a** at video games..except my best friend..he pwns me every time. stare

I miss the friends that I haven't heard from since '04-ish....kiwi, kai, panda,rain. I've been thinking more about them lately, and it hurts that we don't speak anymore, because of the past. sad I have realized that I have made many errors in years past and I am trying to redeem myself in the eyes of those who I have hurt in all places. I am slowly trying to better myself because I know I am not perfect. My best friend is helping me, altho he doesn't realize it.

That sums it up. lol My best friend's name is James Turner. He's possibly the best male on the face of the earth. 3nodding He tore my wall down... by that, I mean I used to build walls against letting people in or letting emotions out. I was a frikkin ice block.. never cried, was hardly angry... I was a block. I mean, positive emotions came thru... I emanated happiness even when I felt like s**t. And in one night, James changed it all. I don't even know how... he made me cry, just by talking to me and listening to me pour my heart out to him. smile And I love him dearly for that. Everyone I know says I have changed a ton since that night, since i've known James. We have a lot of fun together, he's the only one who can make me laugh so hard I actually have tears rolling down my face and I fail to breathe all when I dont even feel like forcing a smile. He's a God send, he really is. He's an angel, sent to me, I believe. I can't imagine life without him. 4laugh

Ok, anyways... Turned 19 the other day.. on the 14th of June, actually. I'm almost 2 decades old! Mwaha.

If anyone wants more details, message me. Why u'd want to know is beyond me, but hey, whatev. My life is an open book, dude. Go at it!