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Black viens

I remeber it oh so clearly,The time i slid the needle into my vien on my fore arm,As i injected the golden liquid deep into my body my body went numb and i slid aginst the wall and fell too my knee's and soon to my stomach,As i lay motionless on the floor with the blured out vision all i can think about is am i finally dying,As i slide under my bed i hear a voice in my head telling me to give up and slit my rist and bleed out,but i dont.....I fight for air and i dose off......When i wake up 17 hours later i think to my self...WHY THE F**K AM I DOING THIS,three hours later i grabe my best friend (Needle) and search my arm for a blue vien but all there is are black viens....My viens had collapessed..after having to resort to my vien in my rist i push the desert sand colored heroin in,and as soon as it hits my blood,I can feel my body drain and tingle............

TRUST ME heroin is not a fun thing to do,it can really make you go incane and its really hard to kick the habbit,ive been somber for 6 months from heroin,It was really hard,I was popping pain killers and drink nothing but vodka for about 3 weeks,just to kick it...

Stand strong,and never let any one see you on your knees....live hard and rock long User Image

Posted by: scream-o cody Thu Jun 12, 2008 @ 10:11am

Stand strong,and never let any one see you on your knees....live hard and rock long User Image

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ellamayhem
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Thu Jun 12, 2008 @ 10:22am

Stop that.. you send chills down my spin everytime you bring it up.. maybe it just reminds me of my days.. a bill, card, and devil dust.. scattered on the table.
Sorry.. lol, just hate remembering it. As long as we stay clean together, nothing.. absolutely nothing can come between us!
Giving up isn't always weakness.. it can be your biggest strength!
Besides.. drugs only bring loneliness in the real world, that and drug lust. And drug 'love' is fake.. one thing you really do hate. I wouldn't roll that bill for a single soul!

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