Yeah, if I don't get out of this house some time tomorrow, I'm going to lose my ******** mind. I have a headache that hurts so bad I can feel my temples pulsing & my skull feels like it's on fire.Sophia finally got to type today. I opened word pad & let her beat on the keyboard for a few minutes & saved it for the next time she gets bored. I'm going to start taking her on walks to relieve myself from the stuffy closeness of my ********' relatives & because if I don't start taking her on walks, I'm not going to fit into any of my clothes by Father's Day.Speaking of which, Dad's supposed to be taking me shopping on Friday & [God-willing] I'll be able to deliver the gifts personally to Shadow on Saturday/Sunday. I really, really, REALLY hope & pray that Mima will allow Sophia & I to move in with them. As annoying as they can be, my family's worse. My grandmother actually asked me if I thought I was pregnant the day before yesterday....or was it yesterday? I dunno. I have no sense of time any more- not that I had a great sense of before, but still...... Yeah, back to what she asked. "You've been sleeping a lot lately & that's one of the signs." First of all, dipshit, I just got off my period like two days ago, so if I am call the ********' press because something's up. Also, the reaon I sleep all God-damn day is because there's nothing to do around here except eat, sleep, watch TV & surf the web on one of the SLOWEST god-forsaken pieces of machinary I've ever had the displeasure of using. God, I hate this house. It's ...ick. That's the only word for it- ick. The sad thing is, no matter what it is, it's still better than living with that controlling, obsessive-compulsive, possesive annoying a** b***h that gave birth to me. OMFG DIANE. STOP FIGHTING THE CANCER & LET IT TAKE YOU ALREADY. Seriously. I hate you. Go die now.
I miss my friends. I miss having a reason to get up in the morning & just having somewhere to go. God, this sucks. It sucks the biggest raunchiest nastiest c**k and/or balls ever.
Sudoku Kitten · Wed Jun 11, 2008 @ 02:09am · 0 Comments |