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I had hoped it would not happen. I had hoped she'd still be there. She's gone now. Forced off her computer, told she will never be able to get back on it. Now this news has reached me, and I feel like a whole part of me is gone. Emptiness is what I feel, and I don't know how to get rid of it. When I met her, it was a feeling I had never experienced before, and I was told that I was feeling true love. Now she's gone, and she may never return.

All day I've been bored, unable to figure out what to do...I can't seem to remember what I did when we weren't talking, because now I can't figure out anything to do. She was the one I dreamed I would be with, and now it's over..."There MUST be SOMETHING she can do!" I shout, but through a friend of hers, I've learned that she herself KNOWS there is nothing she can do. I don't know what to do now. I don't know how to survive...I'm lost without her.