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Break the Bittersweet Spell.....
Just because I love you....I'll completely ignore you.
June 8th, 2008- Day 1
Yeah, I decided on daily entries again. This time I will do everything in my power to post every day.

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Well, today literally sucked. I got up and was really, really bored. I have nothing to do on Sunday mornings. I basically moped around until my mom, sister, and my niece, who slept over, went to church. I didn't want to go so I stood home. Being all alone in the house is EXTREMELY boring. So, I decided to do something. Well, first thing's first: I have to call Sandy. If you don't know who Sandy is.....you obviously haven't spent 5 minutes with me....ever. So anyway, I did. But, as usual on Sundays, her parents are home. Her parents absolutely hate me. And by hate, I mean they want her no where near me and don't want me talking to her at all. So I'm not supposed to be calling her. But we talk about every hour of every day. Anyway, she couldn't talk and we hung up. I basically just hung around on Gaia and read mangas until they came back.

So after they came back, we go out to a barbecue with some family members. It was really hot today and I didn't really want to go. One because it was hot, two because I hate my family. About 90% of them. I only have about a handful of family members that I can say I care about. So when we get there, all the children were in a pool. They were all under 12, so they were laughing and being all happy-ish. I don't do happy-ish. I didn't go in the pool and just sat alone in the car on my laptop, because there's wireless signal at their house. The entire time, I was just thinking of Sandy and wondering how much longer I would be stuck there.

After about an hour or so, I decide to entertain myself. I went into my cousin's room and played some video games. His room is like the only room in the house that has A/C. So I cranked it up and played with a can of grape soda next to me. Awesomeness. After all of that, I decided to eat some food. I had about 3 burgers and a hot dog, and was forced to eat some food that make me sick for the rest of the day. It really sucked. Anyway, I finally got to talk to Sandy after calling her from my mom's cell phone. Even if it was only for a few minutes, I loved hearing her voice for every second. I told her how much I loved her and told her about my day. It's basically everything above. So she left, but she said "I love you" which made my day completely. Hearing her say that instantly makes me happy. Hell, it's the ONLY thing that makes me happy anymore. Hell, SHE'S the only person in the world that can make me happy anymore. Nobody has my love like she does. And I mean NOBODY. Anyway, yeah. The rest of the day was simply silent moping until I got home. Then I got on and starting writing this. And that's my day.

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Thanks for reading this. I'm glad you took the time out of your busy life to read about my boring one. Another post tomorrow....hopefully.





 
 
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