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It's unbelievable how several things can happen in your life in such a short period of time. It sometimes scares me how fast time goes..even when it feels like an eternity. I look back on this year with amazement. I see how dramatically my life has changed...I'm almost graduating high school, I have held down a job, I've got a car, and before the beginning of the school year I didn't have any of this... I guess it's kind of an eye-opener to see that I'm growing up, whether I like it or not. It was a big transition for me and it's getting even more difficult as the year passes. Tomorrow I only have two more final exams, and then I'm done: summer is here. You can probably imagine the immense relief I feel...but at the same time I'm nervous. Because the big question is...What's next? I know that my senior year is coming (obviously), but what then? Will I be ready to move on? I don't think I want to. I want to go back to elementary school where boys and girls had cooties (but secretly liked each other), where Snack Time still existed, and recess was still a must. I want to go back where it didn't matter what you did, what you looked like, or who you were because you were accepted and life was carefree and not a thing in the world was bad. There were no serious decisions or life-threatening choices at hand, if anything the most serious thing you ever had to decide at that age was whether you wanted the chocolate chip cookie or the brownie. However, you can't go back in time. As much as I want to, I can't stop the clock from ticking and apparently my time is now. I have to grow up and be mature like all the other adults. My senior year will probably be sadly, the last and final chapter of my childhood/adolescence. Hopefully, I'll make the most of it and maybe I can be a kid at heart. Wish me luck I'm going for the big plunge and I'm going cannonball style! ((I will still play my Nintendo Wii and rock out to Guitar Hero when I'm 60. Lol.))
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mrgreen PEACE OUT mrgreen
Love Always <3,
heart Kana AKA Beat of Angels heart
 Beat of Angels · Wed May 28, 2008 @ 03:03am · 2 Comments |
