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You know i have finally figured out that in this life you dont have any friends you only have people who you associate with. Its a sad thing to say but it took one of my friends starting some crap between me and my others friends boyfriend. You know ive know this dude since Kindergarden i dont call him my friend i call him my brother and its messed up that he would do that to me. My friends boyfriend wont listen to her and no one else all he wants to do is fight me and i keep telling him i am not going to all of this sparking from a lie that my bestfriend in the whole world told on me it hurts because i dont talk bad about my friend, i wont let anyone else talk bad about him in my face, and i dont try to do any wrong by him its messed up that he would do that. Im tired of bad things always happening to me when is it the nice guys turn to win its all bull crap nice guys always finish last. Friends are people who always have your back and dont try to start fights with you and other people its messed up to me that all of this is even happening. I try to live by the bible and ll day i have been quoting this saying from the bible to myself "Have faith the size of a mustard seed and god shall move mountains out of your way" i have been trying and trying and all i have to do is keep the faith and hold on cause all i need is a lil faith but i have alot of faith and im trusting in god and praying that he will help me cause this is gotta stop. I mean the dude mugged me twice during 4th period and i didnt get up i didnt hit him i didnt say anything to him out of the way i just sat there and tried to turn the other cheek but then at lunch he mugged me again making #3 and did the samething i turned the other cheek again i only got 2 cheeks im all out what am i supposed to do just sit there and let him keep on pushing my until i snap