Man, I gotta do Installing Officer this Sunday at Manteca. I put together and installing team, I am learning IO since John N. is no where to be found, and I am taxed out on brain power. I don't know what gave Stern the idea to have me be the beared of this bu he gave it to me and I can't even get a hold of him either. I can't even get a hold of myself. My brain hurts. I'm tired. Furthermore I couldn't rent the tuxedo I wanted for boat dance and furthermore I couldn't do my awesome idea since it was pulled back the fire burner since everyone seems to not want to contact me and get this all done. Look. I love ideas as much as the next but if I don't have the sources and I ask you to help and you don't help I am not gonna bother to be on you to have you help. I'll just let it fall. I haven't even gotten a chance to read the last few e-mails WobinA had sent me so I can't contact her and I am worried since time has past and she may have gone to the more official place where she'll be spending time at. I...am not liking how things are going and no one is really helping. People say I can contact them but when I need the help...I really never have the time to step away to go to them. And I know I need to but I just can't. All is falling through. Grr... scream I have too much work and not enough time. No one seems to want to let me roll into 3rd semester easy. Too much f'in work. Argh!!! evil Even more so than all of this Joe's gf wants to give me hell just for a silly little mistake. Oh flippin well!!! Just post saying I was wrong and I'll admit it. I am not gonna edit something everyone has already seen. It's too f'in late. And threats don't mean a damn to me as everyone seems to like threatening me that I don't care. All threats are empty and meaningless. When you actually do something though than you'll have my attention. But hopefully you don't get the wrong attention or there'll be hell to pay for it. Well I am out. I have stuff to do and get going. I gotta relax too. stare
 Dirteh Old Man · Sat Aug 13, 2005 @ 06:15am · 0 Comments |
