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You know how adults are always like "Express yourself"? Well, how come, whenever I try to, I'm labled as "suicidal" or "depressed" or "too angry"? I'm not for sale, so they shouldn't label me! People today judge each other too much. I know I judge people too, but I know everyone has their on feelings, emotions, so why can't they express them their own way without comments with hatred filled into them? They can call me whatever they want, I'm just me! Grades can't tell who or what I am, or who I'm going to be. I rather be on the run in sewers than a strait A student who can't show their true identity, or go down a couple of grades for not being "perfect." This world wants to be too perfect, but almost the whole globe doesn't relize there are much more important things than money, or success. The earth matters. People matter. Not how much gas is in your tank, or filling out your application for a job. I'm not one of those extreme people, who want to go kill themselves just for the sake of the planet either. I'm.....just me. I'm whoever I want to be. Or that's how nievely I thought when I was younger. Adults lure us in with false truths, and the accusations of becoming whatever you wan't to be. I wish...someday the world can think like me, or any other people who believe in my thoughts and desires.....wishes don't come true for you... and you can't "just work for them and achieve." That's the lies we bought, and strived for. When you get to some year when your older, you think the whole world is against you. That could be true, depending on your situation. If I had to choose I wouldn't kill myself, or stay mute, or anything of that situation. I'm not saying either that those people are wrong. If I wanted to, I would do exactly those. But, since I think that there are actually people that care about the sufficient things in this damned sphere, I hope....I DREAM of a day.. the world sees things through my eyes....