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Nya....Thoughts
Random thoughts....and then I go blank....I need to vent.....though I've vented to quite a few people already.....guess I'm just naturally depressed.....I'm miserable.....I was unhappy in california because of living with my grandmother, I'm miserable from living in mississippi.......it seems I am doomed to live a life of unhappiness....I am not needed anywhere.....I am not missed.....I don't belong anywhere....god it's so hot right now....AND IT'S ONLY MAY.....s**t....but this is mississippi....summer year round except for slightly cooler temperatures in winter.....*laughs at remembering it snowing*.....it snows here once every ten years....and it snowed for one day.....one of my new friends here put it as "it's like God finally accepted the south!"....rofl....ah well, I lifted my window blinds and turned my ceiling fan on high to try and get better air circulation....it's really cold outside, but my mom cooked, so it's really hot ********, 81 degrees gonk .......even now, as I sit in nothing but shorts and a t-shirt, it's still really hot....I took a cold shower earlier to try and cool off, that worked for a little while....then my mom had me do some stuff and that caused me to sweat and be uncomfortable again -_-'......maybe I should just rinse off in cold water....that would help......it was unbearably hot earlier that as I tried to take a nap it was extremely uncomfortable.....kept tossing and turning trying to calm down and get comfortable.....woke up sweating.....in fact I woke up because my mom was yelling at me that dinner was ready....guess I know why I kept waking up every now and then......ack, wrist hurts....
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