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I haven't been as happy as I could be. What Darren said bugged me, him being a enemy and stuff... but being as he was my first kiss and it was amazingly good... I feel torn. And how can he say that witch will be a great leader and s**t?! It's not fair! What did she do to make him think that?! Or.... was it something Lady Luna did?

'There you go again Jenna! Sticking your nose into other peoples business! What the hell am I a stalker?!... Darren was right.'

I let a few tears fall before quickly whipping away when I heard footsteps coming in the cave. I sat up and looked at Miu... who was dripping wet.

"... Did you have a bath?" I asked.

"No! It's freaking raining! God it's raining-"

"Cats and dogs."

"... pardon?" she asks giving me a look.

"... It's a saying Miu."

"Oh!"

Before I know it she starts to shake like a cat would to dry up, and almost killed the fire! But before I could yell at her she was puffed up and fluffy. I laughed so hard I fell backward! She glared at me the whole time. I stopped laughing instantly and went back to the fire, making sure that it wouldn't die on us. She put her fur back down straight and looked back at me.

"What's wrong?" she asks with worry in her voice.

"I told-"

"You told me wrong! Come on Jenna! What happened?" She practically yelled.

I then hear my phone ring. I pick it up, seeing that it was a missed call. I sigh, then I see the date and my eyes went wide.

"Wh-What?"

I look back at Miu, who was eyeing the cell phone and getting ready to leave the cave. I put the phone away and look her in the eye.

"Nobody, not even my friends or my moms boyfriend knows this."

She gives me a weird look.

"Um, okay I'm listening." she said, totally puzzled.

"... my dad used to be a part of this... gang... and when he met my mom he quit right?" Miu nodded. "Well... when I was 8 my parents got divorced and I never found out why. I found another old member of my dads gang and he told me all this information... my dad did drugs, killed some one who was dealing drugs to the group and I found out a few years ago that he cheated on my mom! Today is the anniversary of their divorce... I call it Somber day..." I explain.

She gives me a confused look.

"Why?"

"Cause that was also their anniversary and his birthday! It used to be a happy day... and now I look back at all that and realize how much I miss it all... and..." I pause."And deep down inside I forgive my dad and still love him." I cry my heart out after that.

Miu comes over and hugs me tight.

"Remember Jenna? You'll feel better if you let it all out...."

So I did what I told Miu to do... cry.