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My pain has lessen but I still feel something missing, I feel alone. Though I am surrounded by friends. There is someone I want to be with, someone who makes me feel less alone, I want to tell her how I feel but, I am afraid she will only laugh and cause me more pain. I fear the darkness and the pain in my heart calls the darkness. What should I do? Should I risk pain? Or if I do tell her will she accept it and try to return the feelings? I do not know.