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hmm its may 1 now... hmmm... i didnt post yesterday.. i'm very busy... that day...
but being busy let the pain... replace.. that i can't even thinking her... but now... i really mis her.. yesterday i make her profile in gaia.. she play her gaia... and she said that she wants me to make her gaia profile bec my profile look good... so.. i make it.. i dont know y?? i dont know y i gave it a time to make.. i know to my self... i luv her.. i do everything to her.. even to give her a lod.. just to txt her.. i mis her everyday of my life... i want her.. i need her... but she wants other... i dont know y?? if she really loves me she didnt want other just only meh.. she want tst her self if she really love meh.. its feel meh sad.. buts that the true... that she wants other to meh.. my only wants is to love me.. only meh and no one others than i.. i dont want to replace to her heart its unfair to me.. i love her very much.. huhuhuh!! crying i dont know wat she was doing right now.. i dont know if she is with someone.. xp ouch... its hurts for me to replace meh to her heart... im lonely.. for that.. im thinking she was very happy with someone... i feel i didnt do anything... i feel i give up, and give her to others.. i dont no if she is in a gud hand or not... my memories to her remain in my heart... give all my time to her is not a sacrifice to me... its my happiness i wish i can with her everytime i ned her... i wish i can hug her. kis her.. and saying i luv her very much... but my true test is waiting for me.. if i really love her.. or if someone their w8ting to meh... but im willing to w8 her.. bec.. she is my destiny woman for meh i know... this is my real tst.. to w8 her... my one and only.. one... luv u.. emo

if u want to see my special theme i made... visit "nikha_23" profile..