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Hmmm Ashley's dad called me a freakshow, and said he'd call the authorities, just because I'm cutting. And I feel like I should kill myself.

Posted by: March Of The Underclass Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 03:07am

I hope you burn like a cigarette in ashes
Your life comes down and crashes
Pour blood from your throat in slashes
And I hope you never forget
Like a tattoo of regret this time.

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Commented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 04:08am


	Oh what the ****** hell!?!? Screw Ashleys dad, you are not a freakshow, and you DO NOT need to die. I dont want you gone. And I dont want you to leave me. I love you and I dont want you gone. Why do you care what her dad thinks anyways? You are so inportant to me. I dont want you to die, and I dont want you to cut, stab, slice, hang, ect., or do any of that st to yourself. Or I swear that I will. And if you go I go, rember that. I dont want you gone. You know that I love you. You are so inportant to me and my life. and if you kill yourself, Ill kill myself, and then will never be together. I cant stand that thought. I wanna be with you so badly. I feel like its all my fault, and that Im the one that should die. It feels like all this ****** st is my fault, and I should commet sucicde. But Ill try not to if you dont, and you dont cut or anything. I love you. And I dont know what will happen if you do it. I love you, and dont want to loose you. cry heart sweatdrop heart sweatdrop

Commented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 04:31am


	It's not your fault Lena. Don't worry. -hugs you so tightly-

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Commented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 04:32am


	And I'm going to try not to cut, etc.

Commented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 04:41am


	Thank you baby. I dont want you to. But it still feels like its my fault. -hugs him back, staying in his arms-

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Commented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 07:00am


	Benji baby.. Don't listen to those that say things like that about you. They are just insecure in their own lives. You don't need to die or anything else like that. I wish you hadn't cut yourself tonight. I love you honey and knowing you're sick or hurt makes me feel like I'm not doing things right. I wish I could be there for you.

Commented on: Thu Aug 25, 2005 @ 04:04pm


	Benji.. hunn I am soo sorry that I havn't been online much not even MSN but you weren't on for a while and I couldn't tell you I was going to Camp.. sorry I love you soooo much and please don't do anything.. believe it or not I have almost started up for EMO and I really don't want to hurt you by doing this to myself. Benji please just stay up 'till you can come to me and I can hold you and love you for real instead of over the internet you live across the world from me and that is a world too far for me. remember all the times we had talking and how much I told you I love you and how much it hurt you when I hurt me.. and told you you mean the world to me Benji.. and if you died.. I would kill myself just to be with you.. I am serious about this and if that girl that you said you love her in your last journal gets mad at me for saying all this so be it.. get mad all you want please come on MSN tonight and I will try to get on it tonight.. I miss you sooooo much and I need to speak to you. heart cry heart cry heart

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