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I sit here and wonder...
Am I ever gonna be ok?
Or am I just gonna be miserable
Until I finally decide to walk away?
I wanna keep you with me
Because I know you're what I need...
I need you to make me happy...
I need you to have faith in me.

I feel so empty and powerless,
That nothin' in my life seems to be makin' sense.
You're the one thing I know
The only love I've found that seems to be true,
You're my sunshine when it rains,
I'd climb the highest mountain to get to you.
My faith, hope, and love
Rests gently in your hands.

So, try not to close them too tightly,
I don't wanna mess up our plans.
All the pain I had in my past,
Still haunts me bad today...
He won't give up and leave me alone
He jus' doesn't want me to walk away.
I want to just forget it all
Have it be... a memory

I want to start a new life
So I can finally just be me.
With you I feel so strong,
Like no pain could ever make that change...
But I'm finding it hard to do...
Without my life bein' completely rearranged.
I've never known true love before...
You helped me open my eyes

You helped me realize not all love is bad
and that sometimes you just get hypnotized.
They make you think they love you,
They make you believe they care,
They make you feel like they need you
But for you.. they can never be there.
You have shown me so much feeling
You showed me all the love you have in you.

I know deep down you love me
And I hope you know, "I love you, too."
You are my special someone
My angel in disguise...
My reason for not giving up...
For not takin' my own life.
You saved me from turning away,
Saved me from letting go.

And for that I'll always love you...
Deep down inside my soul.
I need you so much, baby,
To help make all my dreams come true...
and for now until forever..
I'm truly devoted to you.

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