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why does it seem like life is pain ?
why does it seem like everything i want i cant have?
why does it seem like every time i get started everything seems to end?
why does it seem as though as time goes by i get slighty more deppressed?
why am i wanting people who don't want me ?
why do i bother with crushes and emotions and the endless onslaught of emotions come and go and keep building?
why does it seem like the only time i am happy is when i am sleeping or alone and just waiting to die