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Ayame Tokomi's Journal of my Life, Thoughts, and other Crazy Things. xd
My final entry.
Death is when there is an end to life.

Life begins with a dream.

Dreams begin as a child.

And a child dreams because of the many goals and wishes they want to accomplish as an adult in their future.

But. My dreams come to an end.

But. My life comes to an end.

But. My death comes... And does not end.

I remember as a child I had dreams to become one that would be the greatest astronaut. The typical child's dream. Then as I got older I wanted to be an artist because of my interests in cartoons and comics. Then as a teenager I wanted to be a fashion designer, and create my very own clothing. But, it all ended with me becoming a messenger of God. I was no astonaut. I was no artist. I was no fasion designer.

I am a person in whom impacted the many lives of men and women, young and old, poor and rich. I am a person that is content with who I was as who I am right now. I am a person that lives in harmony and peace with the world around me, always searching to lift the soul of others.

I am. A liar. A sinner. And a person in which whom you would never come to understand. I'm sorry. I am sorry I lied. But, my days are now up, and I now must leave, not for a moment, not for a while, not for a long time, but forever.






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Winters Serenade
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commentCommented on: Sat May 24, 2008 @ 09:47pm
I Never Knew You.
I Never Knew Your Pain, I Never Knew Your Suffering.
I Only Knew Of My Own Pain, And Of My Own Suffering.
But To This Day, I Have Met You, You...Have Been An Inspiration To All.
You Are No Sinner. You Are No Liar.
I Have Been A Sinner, I Have Been A Liar.
But In Truth, I Have No Regrets To My Sins. I Shall Never Repent.
I Do Not Want To Be By Gods Side When I Die, But By The Gods Of The Seasons.
But...Even Though We Are Different. There Is One Thing You And I Know Of.
That Is What We Call 'Passion'. It's What Fuels Love, And Devotion.
You Had Passion For Friends, And You Loved Them. You Loved Them.
You Loved Them So Much, You Did Not Want To Burden Them.
You Did Not Want Them To Cry Over You. Over Such A Depressing Matter.
You Lied To Them To Spare Them Of The Pain You Were In.
Anyone Can Understand This. Even A Cold Hearted Person Can See.
You...Are A True Friend. That Is What Makes You Not A Sinner, Nor A Liar.
That Is What Makes You A True Gift From God. And I Shall For Once...Thank Him.
I Shall Thank Him For This Once, For Bringing Ypu Into This World.
You Made Many People Happy, And You Lived Your Life Well.
It's Sad That We Have To Say Good Bye Already...
Especially To Someone That Should Have Lived Longer To Spread Her Joy Around.
You Did Not Deserve This Afte. God Has Overlooked You.
He Is What Sickens Me. He Took Someone Of His Own Grace From Us.
And That...Is You. I Hate God For Doing These Things. Taking Our Loved Ones.
Especially When It's Not Their Time. But...To Bring You Into This World...
Is What Makes My Hate For Him Disappear For A Moment.
To Bring Someone So Special Into This World...Makes Me Smile For A While.
And You Are...Worthwile. You Were Meant To Stay Here Until Years To Come...
But He Overlooked That, And Took You Away.
We All Shall Cherish The Memories Of You Forever And Ever. For Eternity.
Because To Us.....You Are The Best Thing That's Ever Happened To The World.
May You Watch Over Us In The Blue Sky, In The White Clouds....
Remember The Wonderful Times We Had Together....And Remember Us Well.

Good Bye. We Love You. I Love You. We Shall All Miss You.


commentCommented on: Mon Jun 09, 2008 @ 07:58pm
I will miss you Ayame, truly.

I hope you make a good life in Heaven. Someday, I might even visit you <3
Good bye



kirbyazn
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Nyssa Traken
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commentCommented on: Sat Aug 23, 2008 @ 07:27am
Death is not the end. it is only the beginning of Eternal life. There should be no fear when you go to sleep because you shall wake up to a new life. heart


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