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It's summer here in the Philippines. Oh joy.
Two and half more months to go before school starts again. rolleyes
I have to develope myself... you know, grow up, be mature, be strong, ect...
If my mom wont transffer me, which I highly doubt would happen, then I have to be strong. I have to be ready. I just cant be pushed around anymore.
One more thing... you know.. the crushing thing. (gah< i hate it scream )
i started to het at the least. Yes... that L word.. I think of it as a deadly disease, it hits you and and it affects your heart, slicing through it, scarring it, making it bleed gallons. And then, you're taken to the hospital where you are confined in total darkness and an invisible force stitches it up painfully and you stay there for quite a while and then you get out and you're all better. unfortunately, it takes a lot of time. and apparently it wastes time too. So inorder to do that, you just have to avoid it. There's a point.
anyways, i have to choose my friends and totally focus on my studies, cuz it's almost college.