Hello mom
Or should I say
Hello ruth
You are no mother to me
You are no relation
You gave me away
You never loved me
I can laugh now
And I can smile
I can see sunshine
No more frowns
Bruce and debbie love me
So why didnt you?
You don't have to answer
You don't have an exuse
I know they'll never abandon me
Or leave me alone for days at a time
They'll make sure im happy
And make sure I feel at home
I don't care How much you miss me
All the threats you told me
All the wounds you gave me
The scars are still their
I know you love me
Or atleast now you do
But what makes you think
I should love you?
You beat me
You starved me
You sold me
You locked me in closets
You took away my childhood
How could you do this?
You are no kin to me
I thank you though
For nearly killing yourself
For living with Debbie
For introducing us
For saving me
I know your crying now
But think
Think of all the times I shed tears
Tears because you didn't care
Now you pay the price
You never wanted a litle girl
Well now you have none
Now your wish has come true
So leave
Be gone
Let our last word be ones of silence
Because what I have to say to you
I give it in pain
All the blood shed
And all the tears wasted
But only strength was gained
The strength of aceptance
Of my past
And the strength of moving on
So I can be at peace at last
I am going on with my life now
I have no more words to waste on you
It was never my fault
It was all you
Now that im gone
And dad is in jail
Your drugs and money are scares
What do you have now?
Your baby boy?
No you don't even have him
He is slowly falling into depression
Because of you
And look at him
He is only nine
Your high hopes for him
Are slowly riping apart
You are a weak person
Its a shame
No appoligies needed
And I know that you'll cry
You did this to yourself
It was all you
Mother goodbye
Its not that I hate you
I just don't love you
Or should I say
Hello ruth
You are no mother to me
You are no relation
You gave me away
You never loved me
I can laugh now
And I can smile
I can see sunshine
No more frowns
Bruce and debbie love me
So why didnt you?
You don't have to answer
You don't have an exuse
I know they'll never abandon me
Or leave me alone for days at a time
They'll make sure im happy
And make sure I feel at home
I don't care How much you miss me
All the threats you told me
All the wounds you gave me
The scars are still their
I know you love me
Or atleast now you do
But what makes you think
I should love you?
You beat me
You starved me
You sold me
You locked me in closets
You took away my childhood
How could you do this?
You are no kin to me
I thank you though
For nearly killing yourself
For living with Debbie
For introducing us
For saving me
I know your crying now
But think
Think of all the times I shed tears
Tears because you didn't care
Now you pay the price
You never wanted a litle girl
Well now you have none
Now your wish has come true
So leave
Be gone
Let our last word be ones of silence
Because what I have to say to you
I give it in pain
All the blood shed
And all the tears wasted
But only strength was gained
The strength of aceptance
Of my past
And the strength of moving on
So I can be at peace at last
I am going on with my life now
I have no more words to waste on you
It was never my fault
It was all you
Now that im gone
And dad is in jail
Your drugs and money are scares
What do you have now?
Your baby boy?
No you don't even have him
He is slowly falling into depression
Because of you
And look at him
He is only nine
Your high hopes for him
Are slowly riping apart
You are a weak person
Its a shame
No appoligies needed
And I know that you'll cry
You did this to yourself
It was all you
Mother goodbye
Its not that I hate you
I just don't love you
