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This morning before I went to bed mom was in the kitchen and I was eating some doughnuts I had bought last night at walmart with Maren and Alex. Well she starts going on about my hair and how short I'm gonna get it cut and how I could donate some of it to people and what not. Then she was just all like "have you been burning stuff in your room?" She tends to ask me this question because she thinks my incense smells like pot. However she knows that I will never know. rolleyes But all I can say is that shes getting on my last nerve because after I said "what does it matter that I'm burning stuff in there for?" And she says it could be harmful to the birds...its like she went total guilt trip on me and said how I only use her or beat her down and how my sister is the same way. But the thing is I don't really do much to her when it comes to most stuff. She acts like I'm the bad guy when shes the one that isn't really accepting how I do things. Just the other day she told me how she didn't like how me and Maren do things by impulse and I had to tell her that the way we do things no matter if she liked it or not was always going to remain that way because its just the way we are and its the way we have always worked with things is by impulse. Then my mom turns around and says I never spend any time with her when I really do. I go shopping with her a lot of the time and sometimes go to the movies, but then I hardly get to do anything with my friends like that. I mean I do but its not as long as me and my mom would spend shopping going from store to store. I just don't think she realizes how much I really do with her. Then she complains about gas to because she had to take me and Alex to Maren's work when we were all goin to the movies. But soon after she says I don't give a s**t so I give her a 20 and I was like "if I didn't care I wouldn't give you that money so don't you say that I don't care." I don't even know what I'm doing wrong half the time to be honest. Sometimes I ask her to take me places and what not and she just freakin goes to the point and says I don't give a s**t when I at times buy everyone dinner or try to help her with emotional issues. I don't know what I'm doing wrong or even if it is me or if its just her taking me for granted I have no idea. I mean I know sometimes I do the same thing...but with her its like a constant thing that never stops and I can never figure out what the hell she wants me to do because it always seems wrong to her. Just I guess sometimes you can never please anyone because all they do is want from you.

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