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today is hard for me. i don't know why but i feel like i'm going crazy. I HATE PEOPLE COPYING ME ABOUT MY LIFE!!! i am depressed.. but i am not letting it try to get to me. my son is doing good he opens his eyes alot and looks around at me and my husband everyday.. he still goes through lots of diapers. i am sleeping ok at night and sometimes during the day. i am not looking foward to my birthday it is going to suck like every year. i miss my grandma and grand pa. i sometimes wish my real dad was in my life but i can't change the past.

i try to help people with their problems. sometimes they don't want to listen to me. i have friends that are suicidal, i try to talk them out of it but they don't want my help. they can only help them selves. my husband has an anger problem but he is willing to take my help. he has been drug free for about 7 years, he has been alchol free for 12 years. this journal is the only thing that keeps me from sometimes being harmful to others, but i haven't done that in about 1 year.

i hope i'm not boring you with my life story thanks for taking your time reading...


FOXXY_VAMPIRESS

(I'M REALLY MARRIED)