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I can't believe it.
After all this time, after all these years
It's finally ended.
And it's tearing at me.

I know it had to be done.
And I felt I was kind of just drifting futher away
But I know he still loves me,
And it's tearing me up that I had to let him go.

He won't even talk to me now.
He's blocked me, and I'll never speak to him again.
I wish that things didn't end up this way,
I miss him so much that it hurts.

It sucks, but I know I'll get through it.
I just feel like I'm missing a part of myself
I hope that one day he'll speak to me again.
But for now... I'll just have to be strong.

I know I can be strong, because I always have been.
I have to be.
And I will be.
Because I am.