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PART 2; SCHOOL - 10:03 - ART CLASS

i can only sit and laugh inside my mind
you speak of art
but not of my kind
you ask who can draw
i simply look down
the class points,
i look around.
surely not me?
the culprit in trouble
oh, its that girl,
who's hair remind me of rubble
suddenly my heart beats faster
the room gets louder
your moving my group,
i hope i sit with her,
that quiet shy girl,
who's just like me,
ill be nice on the outside,
inside my emotions run free,
in a desolate field,
stripped of the happiness i once had,
it was 1 year ago
so why am i still sad?
the wonderful time in my life
where my happiness was in its prime,
now however,
i cry inside
ill scream and shout
watch the blood drip and shed
but no sound escapes these lips
if they did,
you might be dead,
goddammit,
why don't you just shut up,
stop talking
stop screaming
i need silence once more
b***h marks the board
you yell even louder
i prepare myself,
then i shout out louder,
louder than you,
than the rest of the world,
i scream a crimson pain,
so all cant be heard.
but it stays inside me,
i still look down silent, screaming on the inside,no words,
just silence.
A DAY IN MY SO CALLED LIFE