Dear Journal.. xD
For the past few days I have been feeling a bit down. Nothing terrible has happened, I've just been stressed out. My back aches, my head hurts, my face has broken out. It's just awful. I feel so unattractive..though-I try not to let it bother me since i'm not into being in a relationship with someone anytime soon.
Anyway, my brother came in from out of town last Thursday. He brought his lovely girlfriend Lia. She's a doll. With that, my family went to Hershey Park Sunday and Monday and we left for home Tuesday. Sadly, Lia had to leave 4:00 am on Wednesday. It was a fun week. I'm still tired from it. My cousins are also in from out of town..and they wear me out. They come to visit me, or my family and I go to visit them like..every other day.
Right now..I just want to cuddle up in a soft clean bed, with fuzzy warm blankets..in my underwear, with my cat curled up at my side..I feel so frazzled. I bit all of my nails off and now my fingers hurt. I don't know what it is that's eating me inside, but it sure is kicking my a**. Ugh, I don't know what to do. I always want to sleep all day..I never have anything to look fowards to anymore. It's kind of lame.
Okay...Toodles.
dolls in stitches · Sat Jul 30, 2005 @ 05:19am · 0 Comments |