This is how I feel... I'm not talking with Keith anymore... I want to... But he might just not want to talk to me... I'm hoping it's because he's busy... I dont know... But the pain of lonliness is hard to bear. I'll admit it. I'm lonley without him. I miss him so much it's hard to take... I want to be with him... so badly I could die... I want to see him... Hear his voice... Kazuya said it sounds like a drug... He says i love him too much... And it's probably making him angry with me... I hope not... I dont want him to be angry... I already depressed him... I already broke his heart... He probably hates me for that... I'd deserve that... I really would... He should hate me... I wouldn't be surprised if he did...
Broken-Reiko · Thu Mar 20, 2008 @ 11:24pm · 1 Comments |