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It has been a pretty good week so far. Today might end up blowing it though. I have realearned a song from before that i really like, and learned another. I've been practing singing too when i feel like it. It's a huge work in progress. I've slept and had dreams this weeek too. Sunday's dreams were really depressing. I saw my friends, the ones i care about, my family, and everyone i hold dear die. It really sucked. I almost never wake up crying like that. I really hope i never see any of them die like that. Monday's dreams were better i guess, but not by much. I saw the funerals of people i didn't know and yet i still was crying. Apartently an out of body thing. I slept walked a little bit. Tuesday's dreams were alright too. By a lot. flying dreams, swimming with imaginary animals, concert thing. It was a different band but the people looked like my freiends. So it was pretty awesome. Wednesday's were okay too. I was falling for some reason into nothing but it felt like i was delirously happy. Kinda weird. I saw my parents fighting in the dream, my grandpa got tired of it and killed himself with a saw, bled to death. It was really terrifing. But hopefully dreams like that won't ever happen again. Oh p.s. i had fun with jeremy on tuesday. heart