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so this week was like the worst at carrige court, i just can't take it any more, I can't lift many of those people along with them getting all pissy and angry. I can't go into work and cry in the break room every ******** day. ive been there for two months now, my dad said to continue for at least six months but i don't know how long i can last. im not fast enough, not strong enough, i didn;t even have a lunch break today cause its so ******** busy. i want to try to get a job at the hospital, i mean somthing medical that doesn;t involve lifting people. i hear some people get 13 dolars an hour for just organizing pills, people who have the same edjucation as me. so i come home, my whole body aches from threee days of work and i take a long nap, (sorry carl i just missed your call). so i wake up knowing i got to do this ******** long lab report and the data needs to be transported into a graph form, but my computer is just like one of my patents it says it will do it but then just sits there and forgets. i got to print out these graphs cause i got like a huge paper to write on this lab due in a few days, days that i don;t have any time. so i called dan in a panic and he is on his way already to the game, he tells me to calm down and says that he could notify his mother that i could come over, with my luck guess what happens, the car is gone, my parents went out because in the regular world saturday is a day off. so i worked it out with him and he said i could come over before his work (thanks dan, your an angel) i just hate how it is so hard just to get the simplest of tasks done. im so stressed its unbelivable. why can;t things just work out for once, its been hell since this year has started. i just pray for a good chemistry grade after my exam. i just got to keep going. i do so much, but i do get tired. oh i get so tired. crying