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Like the title says...life is not worth living anymore...too many things have been going on lately...well maybe not a lot of things...but something happened that might make me depressed for quite a while....my bf...i doubt i'll ever see him again...no..we didn't break up..but i have no way of communication with him...so..now i'm lonely...and i don't know what to do....I'm lost here....and need a way out...of this loneliness cage...sigh..i guess i'll be stuck in this cage forever...for as long as i live...I might as well be dead....in fact...i think i should be dead...i'm not gonna be emo and hurt myself don't worry...but i hope something will....that way...i won't give anyone in this world any more problems....i think the world would definitely be a better place without me.....i hope i die soon...that way people can be happier sooner...and quicker...