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I'm just kinda sitting here right now, about to go to sleep, and hopefully dream. I've been dreaming a lot lately, vivid dreams, dreams that make me wonder what they really mean, and sometimes feel so much like reality that when I wake up I feel awkward. I'm not used to these dreams, as I normally wake up in the mornings with little or no recognition of my dreams. Hmm...
I started my psychology class today, we have been having sociology for the past nine weeks, and it was awesome, but psychology is the stuff I am lookign forward to.
Hmm... what else is going on in my life at the moment.... My Spanish 2 Honors grade is improving to a passing grade slowly bust surely, only one point away now, lol, and that's a plus, or at least, I count it as one, as this language is very hard for me since the class moves so fast and my last class in Spanish was a year ago and moved relatively slow compared.
I am about to get my unrestriced liscense, and that's awesome, no more worrying about time limits or those other restrictions, that'll be nice. Although my mom will still be all nuts until I turn 18 and am able to get the car in my name and such. But then I will be off to college and it won't matter much...
Ah, college, and the hope that brings for me, and yet at the same time, worry, becuase I hope that when I get to college a few things will go back to 'normal' but the more I think about it, the more that i worry that they won't and that things will be too different and such, and that happiness will never happen for me again as it did in the past, I don't know how I will deal with that... but I guess I will cross that bridge when I come to it, IF I come to it.
Not surprisingly, I am still single, as I am still counted as the new chick and still trying to get my bearings in a way, it always takes me a while to adjust, and I don't have to often, so that makes matters that much worse. lol. OH well, life goes on.
I have discovered recently who my real, true blue friends are, and it was a real blow to me, something that caused me a lot of hurt when the truth finally came out, somehting that I have been ignoring for so long due to the fact that I didn't want to see it, and now I am faced with it head-on, and I cannot look away anylonger, to you guys that I am talkign about that betrayed me, you know who you are, and I hope that you get some help and get your lives straightened out, cause if you don't soon, I hate to see your future....
Well, I guess that's a bit all, if there is more that I think of later, I will come back and make another entry, seeing as I don't often make entries like this, but like I said, this IS a journal of MANY MANY things, lol, so get use to it!
Man... if you could only have seen my fingers as I was typing this thing! lol, I love it when I get on a role! lol, too bad i am going to quit, lol!
~Questing~
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 Opal Jewles · Fri Mar 14, 2008 @ 05:34am · 0 Comments |
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