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I've been so bored lately, but it's almost my b-day, I can't wait, it's gonna be next friday...I don't know if I'm going to invite Matt...He can just get so crazy, and I don't want anything in my house to get broken. Maybe I'll just invite, Andy, Kaiser, Nat, Paul, and Randy, yeah, that'll be good. I can't wait.

...actually, I can wait, cause honestly, I like hanging with girls better, I always just like to talk, and maybe watch a movie or something, but my friends always want to be wild and crazy, I don't like that stuff. Maybe that's why I want a girlfriend...I'm still considering asking Alex out, I'm not sure if I want to stay single or not, she just gets so weird when she's around Rachel, she's alright alone though. I'm still not sure if I still have feelings for Katie though, I just think if I go out with Katie, I'd do things better this time, I have more experience, and I'll have learned from my mistakes, I want Katie to know how I feel, but she's happy with Chris, so, I just don't know...

I want a deep and meaningful relationship...not just like a girlfriend, I hope that eventually, me and Katie can be back together again...

Rachel's the only one I can talk to this about right now...I'm so glad she's my friend right now.

I'm not sure about Cassie now...I just can't trust her, she's just like the rest of those people, like I said, I want a deep realtionship, not just a little flirty affair...she just doesn't understand me.