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omg- i can feel the feelings seeping out of this peom
so good. ♥s ya mucho!!

ur poem yea no truth to it. you, yea no truth to it. you tricks, just guilt trips. you care nothing. mayb, bt only abt your self. i didn't make u cut ur slef that was ur choice. NOT MINE -not yelling- crystal i know u don't wat ur friends to go, u don't want them to abandon u. we luved you bt u were bing mean and pushing us around and always talking abt ur self. when we try u give us a look that makes us feel bad that makes us feel like freaks. we just want to be there for u and now ur just pussing us all away. do u think that's going to make anything better? i know it won't cuz ur just going to come back. i don't know abt the others bt im not going to hug u when u come bk im going to turn away with my arms at my side walking in my beloved rain. im not going to let u come bk. im not going to have u come bk. ur haunting me. and i want u to go. im sorry i said all of this here bt u wouldn't let me tell it to ur face last night when u were trying to slam the door in my face. oh i forgot one thing. when ur mad u try to ignore the person so much and then u just unblock them and don't tell them. u also get wayyy louder so that the person can hear u and u can hurt there very sincitve ears -mine- really bad. crystal u looked at me every 10 seconds when u were pissd. im sorry bt im not u get my flow? well i guess u don't.

u still hate me...
u think i lied 2 u abt something???

no mali
i <3 you
don't worry