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there are 2 ppl i miss alot right now... both ppl i care about one i love the 1st one is this person i dated alooooong time ago befor that we were really good friends and we talked alot and i trusted him i still like him but if a had the choice to be friends with him or go out with him again i would choose friends in a heart beat we talked alot more and were alot more open with eachother when we were friends,when we were going out i didnt talked to him so much even tho he tried to talk to me and sit with me i freakke dout and didnt talk to him uggh im such an idoit! *head /desk* if ur reading this and your thinking of weather you should go out with someone or not because you value your friendship trust ur instinct and do the smart thing and JUST BE FRIENDS!!!

the 2nd person is a girl (EWW NO NOT LIKE THAT!!) she was my best friend and we had been friends fer like 3 years then we started getting in fights alot (*sigh* this is because she was more the leader of the group and i was starting to be myself more and saying my opion ) and the last fight we got in was because i got mad at one of her friends for what her friend did to my friend and its so hard because i love her so much and shes always been part of my life and i miss her so much!!!*exhale* k i feel alittle bit better now (i think) k this is a song that discribes me right now ( lol i like the pics >_< wink http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-b4g-_BuBs


recycle a can ,save a panda RECYCLE b***h!!!