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Can a person be totally in love, and yet also be completely miserable? I can't breathe... I'm always crying... I can't focus on things that I used to enjoy... Gods, what is wrong with me?! I'm so torn... Those three words that I long to hear, they're never said. I say them every day... but I never hear them. I pour my heart out, open myself up, hoping for a positive response, but... nothing. A couple "aww"'s, an awkward blink, clears throat... but the words are never said back. What am I doing wrong?! How else can I find love if I don't express it? But I do express it. I am a very passionate person. Very. Anyone who's gotten close to me can attest to that. But the first person who ever expressed it back ended up betraying that love, so it's a little harder for me to open up. But when I do, what happens...? Nothing. A hug, a kiss, a friendly groping... But the words are left unspoken. I need to hear those words. Can't you understand that?! My very being craves that exchange. Please, just tell me how you feel... that I'm worth something... that my passion is not going unwanted and unappreciated. Tell me that you love me. No emoticons, either. None of that "<333" stuff. I want to hear, to see the words. Language doesn't matter. Aishiteru, Je t'aime.... Please, just say it...

Posted by: Tiana Sidhe Mon Nov 01, 2004 @ 06:46pm

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Commented on: Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 05:25am


	eek Poor you. That must suck to say something and never hear it said back to you.

Commented on: Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 05:52am


	Well, since this entry I've had it said back, so I'm feeling a lot better. Also, I managed to beat out a half-alright storyline for a fanfic, so it's been very helpful being in such an angsty state.

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Lyoko Whisperwind
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Commented on: Wed Nov 24, 2004 @ 11:30pm


	Well I love you, Tiana! ^.^

Commented on: Wed Nov 24, 2004 @ 11:41pm


	* eek at Lyoko* That was... unexpected. I'm not sure how to respond to that... Golly, more angsting for me. And more fuel for the My Immortal fic. blaugh

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Commented on: Thu Dec 02, 2004 @ 03:48pm


	crying Ohh very touching boo hoo. Get over it.

Commented on: Sat Dec 11, 2004 @ 11:00pm


	@ Spanky If you're going to be an a**, why bother posting? Or even reading, for that matter? I swear, people like you should take a long walk off a short pier. And fast.

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Commented on: Wed Dec 15, 2004 @ 04:07pm


	...and you should try putting your head in a blender, see what happens.

Commented on: Thu Jan 20, 2005 @ 08:14pm


	Don't give up.

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Commented on: Sat Mar 19, 2005 @ 08:18pm


	Yes. A person CAN be totally swept away but miserable at the same time. -points to self- I'm so fully freaking in love with someone who doesn't seem to mirror the feelings, though when I try to tell them that I think it's best I just give up, they get all defensive and claim they love me more than anything. >>;; So yes. lol A person can be so in love but absolutely miserable. -nods- And for the people who commented....mainly that jerkwad....Normally I wouldn't wish this apon someone, but for your sake, I hope you fall in love with someone who wishes you dead. stare lol Oh, and if you're wondering... ninja I snuck in because of your uber cute drunken avvie. heart That was just so amusing I couldn't pass it by!!! -giggles-

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