She swallowed the pills
She felt no different nor closer to death
Only the same emptyness
She swallow some more still nothing
Dressed in black she lays down with eyes closed
She was still empty only tired
Sleep should come soon
Endless sleep
She drifts off
Who will find her
The mother or brother
Will they shake her cold body
In hopes that she lives
What will they think about her at the funeral
This matters not to the girl
She is too tired of it all
Every memory haunts her
She couldn't stand feeling so empty
Regret is what she feels to her last breath
Love is what she feels for everyone
So much so it hurt her burned her
She couldn't let go of anyone or anything
And here is the result
The pain she bore for everyone broke her
And the things others said pushed her
In the end all she could see was the pills
So easily found in the cabinet
Each day she grabed them and stared
Sometimes for hours thinking about it
Everytime she put it back in the same spot
Then cried alone on her bed
Weeks went by and then
The boy she loved complelty ignored her
Tears wouldn't come but a disision was made
Tired of the pain
Tired of the lonleyness
Tired of fighting
Asleep now she gave up
A single tear rolls down her cheek
The convultions begin
But she is not longer consious to know
She throws up and dies
This is the end of a girl
When she is found her skin has grown cold
Her eyes faded
No longer ment to look at this world
Her pain has fled as has her soul
My mother cryes
And dressed in black she lies
Eyes closed a slight smile on her face
All thats left of her now is some photos
A few memories
And a note that says
Forgive me I wasn't strong enough
~~~
no stealing
 a diFFerEnT kinD oF wEiRD · Fri Feb 29, 2008 @ 06:14am · 2 Comments |
