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*take a deep breath*
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(again, don't bother w/ my lack of english)
Not sure about what to write...
what comes to my mind or not is mostly despair... =.=
on 03/10 again starting a preparatory course for college exam/test...
I want to get rid off this insecuirity and face the present and future without this fear.
I had others plans to do this month,, like try to make more exercises, etc...
I will try my best... I guess... =___=
Still... nothing is clear in my mind...
Nothing clear about what I can do, what I should do, or whathever that helps me to go foward... Everything looks soo unsure...
Maybe because I can't choose easily... or maybe because I fear to choose what path to go.
or maybe none of above options!
why my will to do something looks always so weak? =.=
why I'm so low self-confident? =.=
argh....
i have to do something... i have to do something.... not just complaining....
well at last it's not complaining in someone ears the same as always... here, read who wants =p
but I really shouldn't just be complaining w/ self pity... >_>;;
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