well wat can i say im sick with the flu...i feel like s**t and im going to skool for nothing wat a waste.i cant stop cough so my throat is killing me and im hot/cold.lets not forget the pain all over my body especially in my neck shoulder back leg and acklish feet.my nose too is also stuffy and running having a headache.i just want this to go away my dad thought i was pregnant wat a joke right.anyways my dad said that he might have to take me to the doctor so i rather be in skool then a doctor so off to skool with me.its a early release day too so ill only be in class for about 40mins and he said its so they said i wasnt at skool and to get my make up work but im not even going to be in class for algebra becuz we switch classes for extra help but watever.at least ill see my friends even tho their not gonna be able to touch me.god i hate not having adam in my life i miss him so much wat hurts the most is that he does feel the same way or even miss me.he doesnt even seem hurt which i hate cuz im crushed.can i be as low as alex who still loves luke who loves my best friend who likes ben and her current bf which none of her friends like.anywho my friend came up with this new book the diss micheal and caroline book which i cant help to think of mean gurls and a bunch of bullycide s**t i read on the internet.i mean to say i wont be surprise to find if micheal or caroline kill themself becuz no one likes them and apparently their bullied and me being one of their bullies but i cant help it if their stupid ugly and wont leave me alone.MICHEAL being the reason which started all of this s**t with vinnie and me which i cant and dont wanna forgive vinnie.wat an a** just becuz he cant have sarah so he has to get jealous over wat me and adam use to have but watever it dont matter to me wat doesn matter is that i remember i loved art((btw random moment of caroline)).always have i was drawing writing and coloring walls and mirrors until my dad and mom got me this gr8 thing called a coloring book then skool showed me finger painting then art class taught me about drawing and i just kept practicing but i was always one of the best in the class remembering kids asking me to draw them this and that and caroline who regrettably i was with in elementary skool was horrible and not much for art but then she met steph and another thing she took from u steph sry to inform but u probably already knew that at least she not coping to much from me no more but its not completely stopped i hope they do kill themselves or ill do it for them*signs and shakes head*well i think thats it for now but umm thanks i like the idea of this book
wells bi biz luv ya peace<3<3<3
 Aoife Luthien · Wed Feb 27, 2008 @ 04:11am · 0 Comments |
